Tuesday, January 11, 2011

AAJ PHIR JEENE KI TAMANNA HAI AAJ PHIR MARNE KA IRADA HAI


9.4.2009

Hi, I m in swaraj express (train) moving towards Surat.
It’s 8 am morning & we are approaching near Ratlam
railway station, I had just opened my HCL notepad &
I noticed that it’s battery was full despite of not charging
it from 3-4 days. What an idea sir ji, if humans can adapt
this technique it will be wonderful, if you wish to live to-
day switch on yourself & in the night just switch off . You
can live on selective days, like on festivals, birthdays &
Off course on honeymoons. You have to work only on
days when you want to charge youself with food & enjoy
the life on selective days , I have heard of power saving
mode in polar bears so why not humans can also change
themselves into switch on switch off machine

PASSING THOUGHTS ( Part 2 ) 17.7.2009

My imagination to start online scieence magazine doesn’t
took shape in Delhi , so 15 days after writing previous page
I left Delhi & on one of my friend’s suggestion moved to
Surat. It was good as well as bad experience. Good because
I got a new mkting assignment & residence within 2 days , bad
because I got dissatisfied & left it within 1 week. Then I got
another project but it was a loss venture for owners so there
was no choice but to leave.. I got irritated & started my event
plans. I pitched one company to sponsor the event , they
sponsored it & insisted to organise many educational events
for their newly launched institute in BARODA , RAJKOT &
AHMEDABAD. For entire June month I roamed Baroda , Raj-
Kot & Ahmedabad & organized several seminars. At one
point on their insistence I moved with full family to Rajkot for
their new institute, Even Shilpa (my wife) partiicipated more
actively in this venture. But they ditched me on final payment &
still requested to continue the services, I had never seen
such a besharm client, either I loo k like a big fool or they
thought themselves more clever. I quit & left Rajkot.
Now I m 30 yrs old (13th july was my birthday) living in Surat.
After 2 days coming from Rajkot on 12th july morning , I was
reading a book on scientist Galilieo’s pendulum work. Suddenly
I observed a uniqe law of free falling bodies, I wrote it &
searched for siimlar observations in Internet. After searching
I convinced myself that it was an original discovery , no
scientist had ever noticed this law before me.
Now I m planning to go Delhi for PATENT & after that I will
publish my theory & also send it to all prominent scientists and
organizations.
If I got some success & recognition then definetly my life will
turn entirely towards my real passion , science & philosophy.
Some success or recognition is required because then I don’t
have to do odd jobs for my living. After writing this page I will
call to the patent office for appointent & meeting….

Sunday, January 9, 2011

PASSING THOUGHTS ( Part 1 ) 20.3.2009 ,



I m approximately 29 years old now. Doing nothing just
wasting my life … actually every one is wasting his or
her life. Every body is in search of something ,something
what , they don’t know! Some times they name the
search money ….fame….success…power. But actually
no one gets the destination. Firstly because they want
something & searching for some other thing , secondly
if they got it they won’t satisfied. Dissatisfaction is nothing
but nature’s way of diverting you towards a more com-
plex struggle , I don’t want to be in a continuous struggle
though I can’t escape it , but at least I can think not to
invite it . I had started my education as a regular Indian
boy in Dumka… a small town ( now in jharhand) . My
mother died when I was only 6 months old , my upbringing
was done by my paternal aunt. My father was Judicial
magistrate in patna. After 12th in 1999 I came to Delhi for
further education in fashion technology. I got married in
2000 & started my career as event producer & manager.
With my share of struggle I got some success in it, I produ-
ced one event in Banglore & even planned to settle there ,
but my mind got changed & I started working as a business
consultant in 2005. As a consultant I shifted my base to
Mumbai & received good response. Mumbai was more
Crowdy so I shifted to aurangabad a small but good town
in maharashtra. Till 2007 I was much in demand , many
good businessmen,s & politicians were taking my services.
Then I got a offer to join as a general manager in a good
educational institution of Jhansi. I was getting good
salary as well as facilities. I worked there till 2009 January.
Again I got bored of jhansi & Ramshree ( the educational –
group) so I decided to quit & start online science magazine
in Delhi. Now I m in Delhi & again searching….. I don’t
know what?
Today I thought to just sit & think what I wanted to do in this
life….

After some brainstorming I came to a conclusion,
I want to be a………..
AD FILM MAKER
PAINTER
SCIENTIST
WILDLIFE CONSERVATIONIST
WRITER
PHILOSOPHER
BUSINESS CONCEPTUALIZER
EVENTS & THEATER PRODUCER
MAGAZINE PUBLISHER
FASHION BUSINESSMAN
The list was so long so I decided not to do anything , just
sit & see the life passing…… beautifully . Though I can
still think to work as a philosopher , scientist , magazine
publisher & wildlife conservationist.